Hi Mr carson my name is Richard Davi, I live in Phoenix Az, please bare with me as this message is the first of it's kind. I have lived a rather unusual life, for one I'm a male INFJ which says everything about my personality/character, which already sets me with the rarest genome known to males. I will sum up an otherwise very long preemptive story of my rather astounding journey to here right now. I have never lived a normal life, "normal I mean as has become in this society", In 2020 as I heard about COVID 19 I knew immediately what's was happening as I remembered watching an interview 20 years earlier to the date almost. I've been a spiritual person since I was 4 or 5 years old, I have a voice inside, which I believe all enlightened souls do, and it's been a driving force in my life, drastically pushing me where it wants to go. Since 2020 I've looking for proof of my beliefs, searching the social media only led to confusion with so many theories out there. Then just last week I came across a video of you on Facebook and I was immediately shook, chills and everything, I have learned what that means, so I've checked out alot of your content, without saying too much on this platform, I think we're supposed to meet as your words resonate with mine 100%. From your videos I've learned the answers to many of my questions already but in looking through the web comments, theories etc. I realized that 99% of the people just can't get past the slave mentality that they've been molded into. That being said I have reason to believe that "our kind" will be a pillar of justice for the human race, I have many questions for you, above all else though, Im once again being pushed from my spot, which for me never lasts long. I'm being sent to your wisdom/guidance. After hearing you talk about the evil that monitory gain provides, it was astonishing because I've never heard another person anywhere ever that has to the very same thoughts I do. I was almost literally dropped by the stork on a porch, so I've paved my own road, I didn't believe in the school system before at age 5 so I didn't go. I didn't want my head filled with nonsense, I was actually scared that it would push my own thoughts out and corrupt me. I know now that isn't the case, I've been tortured in many ways but my beliefs won't be detered by any force, I'm actually going through some type of infestation of nano something I'm guessing, but my heart runs my whole being, frequency to core, I love everything, as I spread the love to the people I come across I've fed back disease, I compare it to the giant from green mile, like I said before there s so much more to this I'm trying to be short as possible. I'm not even sure who, if anyone, will read this. I guess I'm trying to say I need your help and in return you have mine. I dont know how much longer I can hold back from taking action against the hands that feed the people but I know one man can't even make a sound, I have a calling and I truly believe it's through your thoughts that I meet my goal, our goal i should say. Anyway although I didn't go to School Im an intelligent individual, I hope this message doesn't come off as crazy, because I'm far from that. Thank you for reading this and if this gets to Billy Carson please respond. Even a no is fine, that way I know my path, please. Thank you RD