I'm Cathy, 60yo nana, 5yr researching ancient texts, etc, following billy on YT just as long, widow, tight income VA, youngest daughter on 2nd round cancer so I've been with her taking care of young boys house& husband, b4 this at other daughters helping take care family, kids so parents could work. I don't have any privacy or time but try meditate Wkly, to evolve. My biggest problem is why can I manifest what I don't want, but not what I do? I've tried so many techniques, can't find ways to stop what's happening, start what I want, there's nothing that teaches on this, I want to end this cycle, bring in some financial gains to travel and help others on every level needed. Please advise billy. Yours truly catherine

I am not Billy. I do however have some advice to offer. To me it sounds and feels like there is some lesson being repeated and you have yet to learn it. I do not intend to insult, my intention is to shine a light for ya.

In my experience Manifestations are most prevalent on topics for which you have strong emotion.. positive or negative. If the emotion is negative.... your manifestation will reflect that. For example if you worry about something the worry feeds the manifestation. Its best to practice the alchemy of transferring the worry into a vision of its polar opposite scenario. Engulf yourself in a new vision that represents a better outcome. A moment in time that indicates a much better outcome. Imagine yourself in 5D - using all 5 senses (hear, touch, taste, see, smell) in this new vision to make it real in the spirit realm. This will produce positive emotions that will feed a favorable manifestation. Hope this helps! Blessings!